Thursday, January 09, 2003

hmmm, i cant believe pple actually came and read the crap written, tot it was not that noticable. but do me a flavour, do keep this to yurself, thanxs.

i'm now rilly dog* tired, apart from not sticking my tougue out and looking as horny as a horny dog. work was frustrating. went to work with my dad todae, he has a malaysian worker. don ask mi what the job is abt, coz i cant explain, but it is rilly manual work. the problem is that the worker has his own way of doin stuff and putting his stuff ard, and i feel rilly out of place, but it soon got better. after that i went to skool to play soccer, hmmm, seems to me that my underground training on learning to ram* the ball with all my might worked, haha. rilly had fun in venting my frustration todae. saw my old classmates*, they looked rather comforting. they gave me the feeling like i'm not the only one slacking ard and stuff like that, haha. but still like the company of my primary class mates more den anything else* lo, there is still a bunch that bothers to come to chalets that we organise annually, wonder how long it will last, but i'm just thankful while it last. but today is a joyful day, seriously.

this is the third day already. if u are wondering what is it, it's the third dae since i last saw my girlfren. miss her sweet voice, her tinkkering* laughter and her nice scent of her hair. hmmm, but she's just busy with her skool orientation and stuff, shldnt rilly disturb her. new year resolution is to be considerate, haha. hope it comes true.

i'm rather smelly at the moment, but i don feel like bathing. lol. don say i'm dirty or some shit. the smelly part is actually smelly to others, but there is just me now and don think i smell smelly, but wat the hell, I"M SMELLY. haha. i shall call the stench a sweet feeling. sitting and smelling this sweey feeling reminds me of the good stuff that had happened to me today. its like the reward after a good hard dae. sweet tribution.

got my fren in u.s to help mi check out the damn bike thingy. oh god, he tells me its us$ 1100. times the rate of 1.76 to convert to sing dollars, that would be abt $1936, plus the shipping freight of 200 bucks, and blah blah blah, shld i stick to breaking? flesh is willing, but soul is giving. haiz, i'll just count my chickens* as i go then. lalala.

kk, i'm going to bath soon liao. but just let me bask in my glory* for a while, k? haha. take care pple, over and out.

just thankful to be alive - bert

*dog = a animal that goes woof
*ram = to hit a ball damn hard, with my leg of coz
*clasmates = tpjc class mates
*else = not including my girlfren, hee
*tinkkering = supposed to sound like the crisp sound of a wind chime
*chickens = supposed to be cash
*glory = five goals. lol

gilbert at 5:23 AM [comment]

{I hear voices, voices only half as humane as mine..}